tremendous amount of stuff happening. i have fallen in love. oh me oh my good god ya'll! this is strong. such a love is a mover of mountains, of miracle amongst miracles. thank god. i needed something like this, my heart was starting to feel far away. and with a beauty such as this it has been awakened and shaken, brought to its humble knees before the goddess herself to whom i would please. yesterday was the equinox, most holy of days as celebrated by the ancients, when day and night are equal, and spring is ushered in. the breeze was warm, and there was love in my heart. at work we performed a ritual, created a magic potion from an ox horn which had been hidden in the earth for a year, which was full of cow shit. we then took the cow shit out and put it into giant tubs of water and swirled them around for one hour. then it was time for tea. after that, we took our wands which were made out of tree branches, and then blessed the entire garden with the sanctified water. so much fun! the entire time people were playing drums and dancing and singing songs. what a blast.